not so far away

unacceptable,
you
change,
me.

for some reason or another

...this is the best thing anyone has ever given me

for those of you that have, at any point, been my classmates, you'll know how i feel about note-taking...

i'm usually the one calling someone the night before the class going... "um, wait, about what was on the board, ...right?"

a while back, our teacher gave us a few important tips on what to study for an upcoming assessment, and guess who didn't get them down?

and so, i was going to ask for someone to let me copy it from them, all the while internally feeling utter annoyance that i'd have to stop writing an answer to a question i was doing, to do it. (i hate being stopped from something halfway)

and before i could ask he just slipped a sheet of paper onto my book, everything i needed already written down in his distinctively familiar handwriting.

for some reason or another it touched me so much, i'm not sure why, myself.

i feel so lucky.

dear you,
how do i begin to apologize?
you were there, long before any of this, before I clung on to my helium balloon and floated up, above the ground, not looking back at you.
and so, yes, i forgot just how much you mean to me, i was so busy running ahead to catch up with ambition and happiness that i let go of your hand and left you somewhere behind
i'm still here, okay?
i'm still me, if you'll still be you.
run with me, alright? I refuse to let go this time.

love, sherene

isn't cool how music can make your day?

smile for nickelback!!!!!
i used to love them back in my highschool days, back before they got all emo-happy
i found one of their albums on my laptop... it's amazing, the stuff i store on this and forget about later
this is a nice suprise....

and ALSO, i downloaded some Killswitch Engage, it's been a while since I've had metal, yay, I adore these guys, because with metal it's difficult to find bands with depth and creativity rather than those who just want to scream pointlessly.

Killswitch, though, is goooooood. Mmmmm.