damn overpriced internet cafes... (eight freaking bucks per hour)
oh, bloggie, i have missed you so very much.. i would hug the screen if i wasn't surrounded by so many people right now.

now that you know how much this is costing me, excuse the quick updates, I promise to bore you with nice, long entries when i get my laptop back

on wednesday, after watching the decidedly unscary *BOO...* Friday the 13th, me, timothy, tina, carmen and danien went to cold storage to pick up some booze, they all picked bottles of beer, (i wimped out and picked rum + ice-cream-soda instead.) We proceeded to walk, holding our bottles in clear sight, walking through KLCC mall, sipping occasionally and catching the scandalized looks of people who stared at the bottles. I grinned, feeling happily rebellious. We spent the afternoon drinking cold beer and laughing and talking at KLCC park. I love that these friends make me feel as smart as i know i am, our conversations are funny, alive, tinged with unmistakable maturity. It's a change i'm quite thrilled about.

thursday, after literature, things were not as amazing, i am still debating as to whether to blog about this here. There was a confrontation that turned nasty pretty quickly, all resolve to discuss it as adults were forgotten by some. I'm not even sure if it was the need to clear the air or the need to intimidate that was greater to certain people.
I walked away feeling like a winner, still, for all the petty accusations and juvenile tricks used, I walked away laughing, hand in hand with timothy, all the more in love with him for standing by me unflinchingly, for his calm, logical reasoning and for holding my hand tightly when things got ugly. Yeah, we're pretty indestructible, but hey, take your shot if you like, i wouldn't bother, though.

friday, today, after school i went to kinokuniya for a nice long afternoon of browsing through books, and i found this one book, an autobiography of a girl with ana, and i was startled to see how similar our thoughts were, i never knew this was how other people felt. It hit closer to home than i was comfortable with, really.
I was pleasantly suprised to run into Tina there, it was really good to see her, we had a nice long chat over some damn good chocolate. And i thought about the fact that, yeah, some of my friends have disappointed me in a major way lately, but i still had some pretty amazing ones to love. On an impulse, we decided to go visit the Petronas art gallery, there was an exhibition of paintings by a local artist, but were pretty disappointed at what was on display at the time. Oh, i know, art is SUBJECTIVE and it would be arrogant to criticize, but none of it really reached out to me, nothing left an impact. Oh well.

and that's it for a while, dear blog readers *hugs*

love,
sherene